Poker. I just played poker with LO and her physics friends. I can't remember anything about it though. I lost, I remember that. Was I a good person? I don't know. I hate my memory. I can't remember a damn thing.
"I remember we were driving driving in your car
The speed so fast I felt like I was drunk
City lights lay out before us
And your arm felt nice wrapped 'round my shoulder
And I had a feeling that I belonged
And I had a feeling I could be someone, "
I bailed on her afterward though. She asked me back for something. A movie? And I declined, probably made up an excuse.
I'm going to stab my brain, this is annoying as shit. It happens now and then, tonight is bad though, I just can't think.
So she's probably back at her dorm room confused and odded by my behaviour, as she should be since I'm not being assertive.
"Could've been a night like any other
One of us has to drive
One of us gets to think
I'll force a laugh to break the silence
It's gonna get harder still
Before it gets easy
You can't keep safe what wants to break "
I'm going to go to bed. I've got nothing really to say.
"I'm alone in this. I'm an ass."
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