Entry 10

Today has been insane, but I only have ten minutes before McDonald's closes, so welcome to the abbreviated version of Angel's last two days.

Noticed I talk to cindy far too much, and in a way others have noted to be flirty. This is not intentional and has to be stopped. No wedges. I miss her as someone to lie with and someone that I enjoyed taking care of, but nothing more. Will have to readjust the brain tonight during meditation to fix that.

Lona and I just had it out. She's out-of-her-goddamn-mind stupid when it comes to boys and she's hurt a few this year already by leading them along and then cutting it off in the most asinine ways. People are being hurt, this is my business. She is not happy with that, nor with me telling her she's in the wrong. I'm taking three days off from contact with that group outside of alex, because he's the only one I'm sure wont go running to her with whatever I say. After three days, we'll see how everything is looking.

ROTC is amazing, period. Swim test tomorrow, it's so easy I want to laugh. Actually miss having the SFC around, and almost want to hate myself for it hah.

Schroedinger has been acting... not himself recently. I'm not sure what the other cats did to him over the weekend, but he's not biting, not clawing, not chasing things, not doing anything remotely... Shro like. I'm actually worried that something happened, asked Sam, but it's late for her and I'm not sure she'll be awake.

Econ's over, History is over. Just have Speech, Myth and MilSci finals to deal with next week.

Hope the story made sense to those that I wrote it for. It's not an insult, but a brief explanation. Hope you took it that way.

I've eaten 10 McNuggets, a coffee, three sodas, two bowls of soup, a bowl of greenbeans, 16 slices of pizza, 22 breadsticks, eggs and cranberry juice today. I hate my body for being so expensive.

Had the Maj refer to me as "the most quickly advanced cadet" he's ever seen. Basically my change between day 1 this fall and now in his eyes. But it's funny, I didn't change at all, I just learned how this system's supposed to work, and have adapted to use it. I guess that's how I "grow" because I haven't actually changed in three years, at all.

I'm going to beat the next guy who says that he has a "plan" for "winning" a girl. Seriously. You shouldn't have a plan, you shouldn't be winning. Be your freaking self, so when you do start dating, nothing changes. The girl wants to date you, don't lie about who you are. This goes the opposite way though too. As a guy, I want to date a girl for who she is, not who she tries to act like. It's too easy to see through that with girls, maybe it's the same for guys. But from personal experience, I can attest that if I'm interested in you, I'm interested in you. Not your clothes, definitely not your make up, or your friends, or anything else. I'm interested in you, don't change yourself.

But as tonight is going, this will all likely fall on deaf ears. I'm not sure if there are other kinds.

Briefing over,
~Angel