Courtings

LO:
      - Likely to be the one I ask out, if any of them, once I find out a little bit more about her. She has surprised me a bit already, and is a quality chess player. I'm intrigued, but not actively pursuing because, let's face it, I'm just not into the whole idea right now.

MO:
       - She's simply not attractive to me in any way. She likes me, which is actually unattractive as well. I don't like me, and if I was someone else I wouldn't like who I am now either, so if you do I seem to judge you for it. Oh well.
         Beyond that, she's actively needy for positive evaluation. She seems to hinge on every good word and recoil and warp herself with every bad one. Just no self-confidence, and that's something I can't stand.

CT:
      - Definitely the person I've got the most ambiguous crush on. It's like a seventh grade crush, I don't even know why it's here, but it is. I would ask her out, but the word on the street is that she's fairly asexual and not looking for a relationship. What a damper.

That's about it for now, there's a few others that flit into the radar, but I've actively disassociated myself from them in that aspect. I am not going to once again be a wedge between two people, and these people have "others" to think about. I can't do that to another person, been there and hated it. Accidentally did that to a few in the past and didn't know it, can't do it again.

Kitty is starting to fall asleep, so I gotta go before he clocks out and I have to wake him up just to run.
Night,
Angel

PS. Dear asofterworld.com, or more importantly Joey,
I get it, but you didn't have to broadcast your big-brother-message across the internet. A quick email would have worked too *facepalm*
Dear octopuspie.com,
Stop reading my mind.