Entry 19

It's almost comical how that storm basically just ignored the town on its way through, at least for the snow part. It hit the borders and just dissipated.

Welcome to 3:40 posting, my faithful four readers. I've been up for an hour, just trying to get back to sleep; it's not working obviously. But I've got a playlist of melancholy music to listen to until I feel like going unconscious and hallucinating for a while.
Everyday is Exactly the Same - Nine Inch Nails
Something I Can Never Have - Nine Inch Nails
Right Where it Belongs - Nine Inch Nails
Water Temple Theme (Extended) - Legend of Zelda: Ocarina of Time Soundtrack
Serenity - Kameo Elements of Power Soundtrack
The Noose - A Perfect Circle
M4 pt. 2 - Faunts
The Day the World Went Away - Nine Inch Nails

I had fun today, but things like that can only be few and far between for reasons already noted to the individual. Both looking for different things out of that relationship, and the whole Sid and Nancy thing because of it will end us up... well, probably like Sid and Nancy. So that's not ideal.

There's a kitten leaned up against me currently. We tried sleeping in the same room tonight; he snuggled up against me and it worked well for the first four or so hours. But the wind woke one or both of us up which has ended up unfortunate. Can't blame him for that though. He's become quite the well mannered kitty, outside of the occasional "I'mma batshit crazy and gonna jump on everything and knock crap over," fit. Hopefully it goes over well when I bring him home.

The Road is very very good, but also very very sad. I also figured out why I have such conflicting views on movies with a lot of people. I'm pretty used to things sucking in general, so if I'm looking for escapism under the guise of a movie, I'm not opposed to a sad movie. At least it's not my life that is sad at that point, but someone else's. Yay for schadenfreude, and yes my computer does thinks that word is spelled wrong. What I'm getting at is that I'm actually pretty ok with being sad, and thus I enjoy movie that aren't necessarily happy, where as most people detest being sad and thus don't like these movies. On that note, they should never see The Road, because it is incredibly sad.

Gonna try and sleep,
Angel